If u r not happy with wad i say in my blog, den dun come lor. dun read lor. I oso nv use gun to point at u force u to come.

U wan to read liao dulan den ur problem. dun come msg me kpkb all kinds of tings.

U still not happy den lai lor. The most i post our whole conversation let others ownself see ownself judge.

Now is gif u face, treat u as my fren dunwan to make u xia suay, didnt mention ur name, didnt post the conversation.

Dun think i always diam diam machiam Mr Nice Guy den wan to eat me. U fucking piss me off, i fucking let u burn in hell..

…we lost the volleyball competition.

Since young, im always a person who like all kinds of sports. and my principle for playing sports is to try my best and chiong till the end. Yesterday, it was a veri disappointing match.. we selected a under strength team to play in a match which i felt was an important one. Altho me myself is nt confident of proceeding far in the competition, i expect us to at least win ytd’s match.

2 of our first team members did not turn up. Either they r busy with their own commitment, or b4 hand they hav alreadi gave up in tis competition le. Or maybe they wan to gif other players a chance to play b4 ending the journey in the competition. But im veri happy to b in tis team. Coz i fulfilled one of my dream, tat is to play competitive vball in an indoor sports hall. Altho its only a memorable few weeks, i gain lots of competition experiences n i realli enjoyed it. Realli wan to say a big thank you to this team, and specially to fredrick who organised tis team. I dunno if we will still play together nxt yr but i belif by then, everyone would hav improve.

I feel that the problem wif tis team is that we were formed too late. It was a last min formed team wif veri little time to train. Everyone were nt use to each other’s playstyle and couldn’t co-ordinate well. It was really really a close fight even without 2 of our best players. The points were just 1-3 apart for the first match. We were blocking and receiving their spikes well.. altho we didn’t attack much, we didnt make much mistakes too.

As for the 2nd match, i tink some of them alreadi totally gave up without putting on a fight, which is demoralising. Or mayb im too optimistic, coz to me even if i lose a game, i wan to proudly tell myself tat i hav done my best. Anyway, altho its kinda disappointed but its over le. Overall its some happy memories left + 30bucks and cool jersey ^^

Florence has done her job tis time wif lots of pics. Waiting for her to upload so tat i can share wif u guys..

Business GROWWWWWWING…

someting to b happy abt is tat, i hav successfully clinched 2 deals over the past 2 days. Got 2 new customers who order prawns and fishes from me. Alvin oso recommended 5 customers who love eating fish and seafood. Will b helping them get their fishes most prob nxt week (this week too bz le paiseh). Currently I hav around 8 customers and i can see its realli growing le.. Now only waiting for Mr Chang to b free so that i can discuss wif him my website outlook and interfaces.

The prawns i get for my customers r those super big one (machiam tiger prawns). They were very satisfied coz market dun usually sell tis kind of sizes.. I do sell small sizes one if u guys wan.

Just for ur info.. the first order, i will charge lower than my usual price. Coz i feel that every customer hav their choice to judge the quality of my products. After the first order, if the service is gd, fish is fresh and tasty, u may order again frm me. If u dun like it, its ok.. no gun pointing no worries As a businessman, its always important to b gentleman and provide the best for every customer. U may cheat and earn his/her money 1 time 2 time, but aftertat u wun b able to hav any deal wif them which eventually will end up in the losing end..

Poor Ferdinand is sick…

he has been fevering for the past 2 days.. hope he realli get well soon. see him lydat damn ke lian. but he oso very naughty.. dunno y he suddenly dun like me. see me one time beat me one time. dun let me sit beside him dun let me play wif him. But heng b4 he change his attitude towards me, I hav filmed a veri cute video of him. Will upload here after i upload to imeem.

Guys.. Because I have lots of things i need to inform u all, therefore I think it will be better for me to post it here instead of SMSing. Coz it will require me at least 2-3pages of SMS to more than 10+ ppl.  Its not abt money but damn lecce..

Ok the plan on that day. Xiao Yun will be asking Miss Lee out without letting her know abt the BBQ. Then she will bring Miss Lee to the BBQ pit. The reason so is bcoz we plan to gif her a surprise at the same time making sure that she will be free tat day. If not all our effort will go into waste

Team Present: HuiJun, MeiJun, MeiRu will be in charge of getting the present. We plan to get a watch for Miss Lee. Budget for each person will be around 20bucks. I belif these 3 girls’ de yan guang will be quite good.

Team Cake: HuiYing will be the solo ranger lol. She request to make the cake herself but if anything cock up, she will get one. But I believe u can do it man. Im sure Miss Lee will feel ur effort and sincerity. SOMEMORE WHO DUN WAN TO TASTE UR CAKE?? I have known u for more than a decade and i hav nv try anything made by u lor so u better dun disappoint us :X

Team Drinks and Ice: This task will be assigned to people with car.. Either dancer Chai Xue Jin or Mr Chua Kang Hui will in charge. PLEASE LET ME KNOW ASAP SO THAT I CAN LET THE OTHER PERSON KNOW WHO WILL B BUYING.

Team Food: Me, Ivan, Yong Feng and Hong Chuan will take care of the food. I will try to get some fresh seafood if possible, and we will b doing our shopping mayb 2-3 hrs b4 the BBQ so that no need to defrost and more convenient. By 5.30pm, we will b there to set up the pit making sure that everything will be ready by latest 6.20pm.

Team Chicken Wings: XiaoFeng.. We feel that you r the best candidate for this because ur hse is near the BBQ pit and with the help of your mum, I belif shd b no problem. If anything just let me noe so that I can make changes. Which means u need to buy the chicken wings by latest 2nd May, Saturday den marinate it.

Team Seafood: MeiWen I know u will difinately love tis role. lol.. i need u to meet up with me, Ivan, HongChuan, YongFeng den prepare the seafood coz i noe u love seafood and will do a great job. We will b getting the sauce n stuff den u head to the bbq pit first. One of us will assist u.

For those who are not given a role, if u feel that u r able to help out in any areas or contribute anything, PLEASE LET ME KNOW. afterall more ppl, tings oso more easily done. If anyone of u can reach by 5.30pm, pls do so to help set up the pits.

List of people who are confirmed going: Me, Ivan, HongChuan, YongFeng, KangHui, HuiJun, MeiJun, MeiRu, XiaoFeng, XiaoYun, MeiWen, HuiYing, XueJin, my mum (maybe), xiaofeng’s mum (maybe), xuejin’s mum (mayb). Total number of people excluding Miss Lee: 13-17.

List of people who have not confirm with me: CheeHong, KoonHiok, ShaoXian, MingRen, SukChern (Guest of honour).

Miss Lee will most probably arrive at around 6-6.30pm so we try to get everything ready by 6pm.

All cost for the day (Food, Drinks, Cake, Chicken Wings, Present, BBQ pit) will be shared EQUALLY among all.

Important Note: XiaoFeng and XueJin.. please ask ur mother along as I belif MissLee will b very touch to see them, so long didnt meet each other oso le. Try ur best to get them arh..

To everyone: Please kindly send me a SMS to acknowledge that you have seen this post and know what is going to happen on that day so that there wun b any cock up and if there is any problems, im able to make changes ASAP.

Miss Lee will most probably arrive at 6-6.30pm so everything got to b ready by den.

HOPE THIS BBQ WILL BE A SUCCESSFUL AND HAPPY ONE. MOST IMPORTANTLY ENJOY URSELF TO THE FULLEST ON THAT DAY.

This post is to all my fellow friends I have PS on sunday.

Especially jack. everyone says u r damn emo abt it.. lol

I am so sorry to Teck, Andy, Sim, Amir, Jack, Peijie, and those who went for soccer (i dunno still gt who). Bcoz of me, u guys hav to wait for 1 and half hrs den start the game bcoz no ball, in the end rain after 10mins. I know its fucking spoil mood, especially for jack who came all the way frm msia and those who stay outside woodlands. To make up for it, we will hav another soccer game tis sunday. This time i will plan it personally so u wun b disappointed.

And for Alvin and his friends lol.

Did not turn up for the KTV as well. Too bad didnt hav a chance to meet ur friends. But we will hav chance in the future ya.. Mayb we can hav another rehersal soon b4 the competition.

to look at a person’s character and personality. Its like a gift from heaven.. I dunno but this special ability hasn’t fail me for many times, mayb like armmm 8/10 times right..

All i wan to say is that.. i see a special glow in this person’s eye.. it is attractive as a person but the way tis person stare at ppl, it look like a predator going to eat up the prey.. a pair of eyes which shows a violent abusive person. The person’s body language makes me feels more certain with my feeling. On the outside, its is filled with kind and gentle character. But in the inside, it look as tho it might go crazy anytime and kill everyone around him when being provoked or when reached its limit.

I belief no one notices all these coz I didnt notice it too initially until i unintentionally saw the way tis person stare at ppl with eyes filled with hatred and vengence, not one or 2 times but almost more than 3-4 times when no one is looking. And I hope Im wrong..

To be fair with my own judgement and to tis person, I will not reveal the identity and it will forever stay as a mystery if I am wrong. But if I am right, Im sure soon everyone will noe who tis person is.

I know my blog very picture-less lol. So i purposely go take pic of my jersey. At least gt someting for u all to see right haha. Now u noe y i love my jersey so much.

LOST~ we got own by a team of sch team. y do i say team of sch team bcoz our opponents were all friends frm the same sch.. imbalance – -/ we were just a team of ppl who dunno each other, nt to mention formed for less than 1 month, held only 2 training sessions.

I forgot the scores coz no point remembering it. I only noe we gt trashed badly in the first match. 2nd match nt so badly but still lose. The whole team did nt perform well.. If i were to find an excuse, it will b bcoz all of us r working and the match starts at 7.45pm. Mayb all of us r tired. Some had to rush there frm work, while our opponents were all younger alot. They reached there i tink at least 30mins ago for warm-up and practice.

Aftertat, we went to JP for dinner @ Lai Lai (Ivan’s recommendation). Too bad.. personally, i feel tat the food there sucks haha. Too overrated.

Sorry i broke my promise. No photos =( Flor who went to support us only manage to take one pic which is a lil too small, den she filmed a video of us kena trash :X Which i tink she will upload to fb soon.. aftertat, her camera memory ran out. As for our cameraman YF, he tot Flor is going to take the pics so he relac-jack. 2nd match he sub me but i was too into watching the game liao din even tink of taking photos haha. Nxt week, i will bring my own camera and make sure i hav enuff photos to jiao cai

We r now demoted to the loser bracket. Nxt match will b nxt Wed 8.45pm vs Kolam Ayer (dunno where the hell is tis team frm). I think it will b our 2nd last game (hopefully not) coz if we were to win nxt week, our opponents we will meet will most probably b Bukit Panjang CSC which is last year’s champions (they kena demoted to loser bracket oso). This year de competition, alot of hot favourites under-performed while alot of blackhorses keep dominating.

nice interesting webbie introduced by a friend.

http://en.akinator.com/

i find it quite amazing altho i figure it out hw it works

nth much to post today. will b having vball competition later, gt to hav sufficient rest. yf will b in charge of taking photos later so can share wif u guys when he upload it. anyway, every round we play in the competition, we will get $10 hehe.. so nw we hav at least $30 buck in pocket liao coz consecutively lose 2 rounds den out but we haven lose any yet. TARGET!! 50BUCKS FIRST!! DEN MORE N MORE N MORE DEN WIN THE WHOLE COMPETITION JAJAJAJAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA.

Today, i did the most bravest thing in my life. For some of the sins i have done, i am left with no choice but to do it. I know it will be a big regret if i didnt make tis move. It will b one of the darkest secret of mine and i hope one day if my family or friends know abt it, they can forgif me coz im realli left wif no choice.

I know this decision will change my life frm tis moment onwards.. for the sake of my future..

2009 is a bad year for me. Bad start, bad progress.. because of these 2 person. I didnt really blame them for what they have done cause its something which i cant change, but my life is really damn screwed up now.

all i can say is that life is really about lies and living in lies. death was all in mind but too bad, god didnt wan me to by nt giving me the courage. I hope tis is a gift to me instead by letting me going tru all these shit.. if not pls let me die in an accident or pass away naturally soon.

everytime when i reach home, i hav to take off the mask im wearing and im feeling realli veri very tired about it. Life is just so tormenting..

We made it to the 2nd round of the CSC Volleyball Zone Competition. The first game was quite a smooth one. Before the match, we heard many people saying Bishan East is quite a strong team. They have experienced players and one of them is an Ex-National team. Trying not to get affected by it, we played our own game, following the captain’s plan and handle every ball tat came towards us with confident.

We won the first match with the score 25-18. I think we scored lots of points with our spiking and blocking which is our strong point. During the middle of the match, we manage to pull the points to a 10 points distance but opponents close up the gap near the end of the match.

2nd match, we end up winning by a close margin with the score of 25-23. Opponents show fighting spirit and create all sorts of problems for us during tis match. At the start of the 2nd match, we were losing 3-8. We tried to close up the gap by playing properly but somehow lots of our spikes went out of the court, we lost some unecessary points for making lots of careless mistakes. Opponents exploited our weakness and almost nick off with a win but we shown character and played better near the end of the match. Great effort for the opponents, we were realli taken by surprise as they look like a rejuvenated team in the 2nd match.

Anyway, i really love our jersey. Its black with some part filled with lime green colour. I got number 9 (Fernando Torres de number! ), while gong gets number 2, YF gets number 4 and ivan gets number 6. Nxt match we will b playing against Yu Hua CSC. Dunno much about our opponents but afterall its the 2nd round, the standard will b higher and higher as we advance further. So we cant afford to make any mistakes like wad we did during the first round.